Thursday, October 18, 2007

What a day God. So many ups and downs. I praise You for never leaving my side. I am so thankful to know that You will always be there. I do not know what the future holds for Angie and I. I know that You do. I am so tired of thinking about it. I just want to be able to live for You right now. I do not want to be concerned any more. How do I get to that point to just let You worry about tomorrow? Get me there God. Move in my heart. Move my mind and heart to that place.

Protect Angie as we continue to move forward. Guard her heart and mind. Guard this child. Protect them in ways I cannot imagine. Protect us from having thoughts that are absolutely false. Keep the evil one away from us and our minds.

I praise You for how You do answer prayer. I am not sure what Your answer will ultimately be with this pregnancy but I know You will provide the answer. I ask that we would no longer remain in this feeling of limbo. Move us in one direction or other. I believe anything is possible with You. No life is too far gone for You to be able to restore. Give us the peace to move in whatever direction You have for us.

I thank you for the contacts You have allowed me to make in the past couple of days. May these contacts produce great fruit for You. I ask that You would continue to expand the ministry of UBC. Search me and what I have been doing. Show me my faults so that I may grow into a better servant for You.

Watch over those students you have placed into my flock. Give them the grace and strength to make right and good decisions. I praise You for how you are moving in their lives. You are so awesome and mighty. It amazes me to hear what You are teaching them. Help them to be sources of hope and light in their classes. Use them in mighty ways to change their schools. I look forward to seeing how You will work through them.

Help my boys get great rest tonight. Grant peaceful rest to Angie and I all night long. Amen!

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